Problem of self determination

Since childhood I have been interested in many things in life. If I saw something worthwhile and interesting, I would light it up and strive to go deep into the subject, be it design, philology, programming or music. But now I feel that this desire to learn everything in a short time may lead to the fact that I do not know anything. From this one thought I'm going crazy. The excess of thoughts and ideas in the head led to absent-mindedness, shyness and indecision sometimes in the most banal situations.



I did not list all that I would like to own at the professional level. I am even ashamed of it in some way. I am 22 years old. I have a head on my shoulders, but dispersed thoughts ruin me. Many successful people echo each other: “To achieve something in life, you have to love your work, be faithful to it.” But how can you love your job if there are a thousand of these cases in your head ?!



This is a cry for help! Desperate cry. For me, this is a huge problem. Surely many of you in your life also had such a question.

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I rarely seek help from anyone other than myself.

But this is the case when dragging on becomes literally dangerous.