Die but not now

Most people for some reason do not want to __ look.
Of course, few people want to wade through the jungle of the documents found.
In search of the one and only.
I used to think differently. As it was before! And now?
I never thought the truth could be so angry.
And I can be so naive. Libraries are empty, gentlemen!
Here I am. See it. Eat me. But no.
Occasionally a student will run in pursuit of Witte’s major reforms.
Or another scientist in search of quadratic equations of the seventh order with an integral background.
And then you stand like an oak in the middle of the field.
And I want to say something like that.
And no one will ask ...

Here I am - a universal search robot.

It was 2015.